1st of June

1st of June

Trees

I wanted my 1st of June to be a happy day but it turned out to be a gloomy one instead. I was more than happy yesterday cos my office crush transferred to the cubicle right in front of me but.. nvm. Ever since I moved to my new job (I started last April), this is the first day that I got some real tasks, since they have been training me for the past weeks. I think I got too used to doing almost nothing that I’m having this katamaran syndrome. I hope for this to pass cos I have deadlines next week and I can’t afford to miss them. I’m still in probationary period, you know.

Also, today, I felt like I haven’t talked to any of my office friends, apart from my manager. And I don’t think we’re really, technically, friends. I just feel bad that I wasn’t able to catch up with them.

And then there is this unfortunate story of the boy sitting in front of me. We used to have little chats when we bump to each other in the elevator or in the pantry. But ever since I ignored him yesterday, he seems to be avoiding me. Well, in my defense, I was guiding someone through some work-related stuff and I couldn’t really accommodate him.

Oh well, I hope tomorrow gets better. I really need some brightening up and some inspiration.🙂

Audio

Now Playing: Your Universe – Rico Blanco

Tell me something
When the rain falls on my face
How do you quickly replace it with
A golden summer smile?

Tell me something
When I’m feeling tired and afraid
How do you know just what to say
To make everything alright?

I don’t think that you even realize
The joy you make me feel when I’m inside
Your universe
You hold me like I’m the one who’s precious
I hate to break it to you but it’s just
The other way around
You can thank your stars all you want but
I’ll always be the lucky one

Tell me something
When I’m about to lose control
How do you patiently hold my hand
And gently calm me down?

Tell me something
When you sing and when you laugh
Why do I always photograph my heart
Flying way above the clouds?

I don’t think that you even realize
The joy you make me feel when I’m inside
Your universe
You hold me like I’m the one who’s precious
I hate to break it to you but it’s just
The other way around
You can thank your stars all you want but
I’ll always be the lucky one

You can thank your stars all you want
But I’ll always be the lucky one
I’ll always be the lucky one
I’ll always be the lucky one